He came back three days ago. We were all very happy. Even though it had only been two weeks but then it seems a long time since we last saw him. I guess he has changed a lot during these two weeks away from home. But then he has become more rude and arrogant. Haiz...i guess i should have expected it. Anyway, he left for camp today and would only return in another two weeks time.
Haha ...you all must be wondering who am i talking about...he is my brother. Brothers can be annoying at times. Haiz...i think i will stop fretting about him for now. Anyway, Felicia, i read your blog just some two days ago. I was very sad the other day when i saw LC like tat. I guess i surprised at the change. I was hoping that time has already healed him of his heartbreak but then obviously it hasn't. I guess the breakup has really affected him a lot. I don't know what to say to him...I always feel a loss of words whenever i am around him. It is not as if i am shy or anything--it is just that i don't know how to comfort. I don't know what kind of words to make him wake up from his daze but then i really sincerely hope that he would snap out of it. Haiz... why does he have to torture himself like? Why can't he pick himself up since he had so many experience from all those relationship? This is a lonely path that he had chosen for himself. If he goes on like that he would end up hurting himself more. Hope that he would soon come out from his world of darkness and into the light. There will be nothing much for us to do if he does not help himself in this. Haiz...
I guess there were so many things on my mind these few days. My job, my university entry, family matters, and so on....it is like never- ending. I stilll havent receive my nus application yet... maybe i may decide to go ntu after all. No, actually i am not sure yet... Will see how bah...haiz.....
